Vse besede so končane. Vse zaceljene so rane. Vidim te si že na tleh…
Zate bi vse. Zgradila bi ti mavrico med drevesi. S teboj se utapljala v opojnosti najina zelenja.
Včeraj sta se srečala najina pogleda. Nisi prenesel. Umikal si se, vedno znova. Tvoje zaspane oči bodo za večno zaspale. Utopil se boš.
Si vreden, da zate prezrem zvezde na nebu? Da se utopim v solzah in preneham hlastati za zrakom, medtem ko ti nekje vlečeš svoj zadnji cigaret? Misliš, da si?
Odšla sem.
Ne vračam se nazaj. Upam, da bo nekega dne bolelo. Da me boš pogrešal. Da ti bo žal za vse grde besede.
Prišla sem na najin pogreb. Odložila bom nagelj na najino krsto. Nočem videti tvojega obraza. Zakopan je. In ko te bom zagledala, te ne bom prepoznala, ker boš preveč raztrgan in ujet. Prosil boš… Takrat bom jaz rekla, spizdi!

Bi me ujel, če bi padala?

Danes še nisem
prižgala cigareta.

Drobec v tem
kratkem stihu
besed zašepečem
ti na uho.
Objeta.

Selotejp
na klavirju.
Zalepim si ušesa,
ga položim nazaj.
Rišem dalje...

Žalost mi poplavlja dušo.

Življenje je
dotik ljubezni.
Ljubezni do koga?

Življenje je
visoka planota,
polna dreves
in skrivnih kotlin.
Življenje je
gora vprašanj,
vprašanj zmogljivosti,
bele barve.
Zakaj življenje
ne premore letenja?
Nisem povedala,
čigavega...

Ljudje.
Paleta barv.
Vsi bi radi postali
slikarji.
Rumena.

Dum spiro, spero.

R.E.M. - Losing my religion

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight, I'm
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up
Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight, I'm
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream

Kr eni občutki se mi pretakajo po koži.
Mislim, da bom rodila.
Noseča sem.

Fakfakfakfakfak...že petek...
Am? Mislim že bo konec dneva...
Očitno sm tko zmedena, da ne vem niti kateri dan je danes.
Minuta je baje krajša kukr 60 sekund :/
Pa baje da je Zemlja, kakršno jo poznamo danes, nastala v samo 1 uri?! :O
Neki ne bo uredu...
Neki se spreminja.
Nekaj ni več v cvetju.
Nekaj bo poginlo.
Mi?